[ Despite being told not to hold back, he immediately makes a strangled noise the moment that mouth touches at the tip of his cock.
Gods...even if he’s used to being around shameless types, something about the way Wriothesley’s messing with him in particular is just...so... ]
I—I only know how to fight...
[ All this is entirely new territory for him and it’s thrilling and exhilarating and also deeply, supremely embarrassing, because Lon’qu has not experienced true intimacy in any shape or form since childhood. Everyone had always been kept at arms’ length, emotionally and physically, and even when he’s finally getting one desire gratified he can’t help that strange roiling in his gut, the creeping feeling up his spine. The nagging notion that he doesn’t deserve this, shouldn’t even try to enjoy this, even if every part of his body and soul screams otherwise. ]
And...And this...feels almost like admitting defeat...
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Gods...even if he’s used to being around shameless types, something about the way Wriothesley’s messing with him in particular is just...so... ]
I—I only know how to fight...
[ All this is entirely new territory for him and it’s thrilling and exhilarating and also deeply, supremely embarrassing, because Lon’qu has not experienced true intimacy in any shape or form since childhood. Everyone had always been kept at arms’ length, emotionally and physically, and even when he’s finally getting one desire gratified he can’t help that strange roiling in his gut, the creeping feeling up his spine. The nagging notion that he doesn’t deserve this, shouldn’t even try to enjoy this, even if every part of his body and soul screams otherwise. ]
And...And this...feels almost like admitting defeat...